death wish

death wish

Sigmund Freud thought we had a life and a death wish. To competing forces deep inside our being. One that means us well and give us life and one that harms us and brings about our death, or at least a semblance of misfortune. I’m no psychiatrist but I think Viktor...
mud

mud

Mud is a wondrous creation. Not quite dry earth and not quite wet enough to be a pool of water. Mud is in a state of in between. That not so wondrous time in our life when we are neither here nor there. I live in the in between a lot. I don’t know how to do anything...
dreams are not a thing

dreams are not a thing

We often mistake dreams and happiness for something that is tangible. Something we can hold in our hand, count, point to and put on display. We mistakenly live our lives thinking we can do happiness or that happiness can be done to us when happiness and the fulfilment...
fairytales

fairytales

When we were little kids we loved and believed in fairytales. We loved to hear about beautiful princesses and charming princes, about giants, dragons, and worlds overbrimming with magic. It was a wonderful time in our lives and oh how I wish we could all return to it....
what is a dream?

what is a dream?

The dreams we have when we’re sleeping are out of our control and we are mere spectators or pawns in their production. But each one of us has dreams while we are awake. We all have a conscious desire to live a meaningful life and it is in that meaning that we dance...
forrest for the trees

forrest for the trees

I wake up every morning and come to the same stream looking for more words. I tell myself that the day will come when the stream will be dry and empty but I am greatly mistaken. Each and every morning, without having any idea what to write about, I search myself, I...