circus mirrors of the mind

circus mirrors of the mind

Sometimes I think I was given a faulty mind, one that resembles circus mirrors, where things are distorted so they can be laughed at. Sometimes. Other times I see straight, I know who I am, what I am worth and what I want to accomplish before I die. Long ago I thought...
quieting those voices in our head

quieting those voices in our head

There are always voices in our head and there will always be voices in our head. It is who we are, it is who we are meant to be. But the important thing to remember is that we can influence those voices in our head, and furthermore if we can’t influence them, we can...
a rough day at the office

a rough day at the office

I don’t think it would serve anyone any good if I only wrote about the ups but hid or avoided writing about the downs. Yesterday was a down, one of those drafting days that strings itself into our lives once in a while, or often. I will spare you most of the details...
it’s not for them

it’s not for them

It sucks ass to be rejected and I’ve struggled with it my entire life. I don’t know why but I am always watching to see if anyone is judging me and I hide to make sure that their words and thoughts cannot reach my fragile being. That is at least how I’ve lived the...
new attitude

new attitude

Like a worn out pair of jeans, you have to realize its uselessness and throw them out. You have to abandon your old pessimistic attitude with which you approach many moments and burden many people. Your tired, old, urine stained remarks have worn themselves out. Your...
when you’re down

when you’re down

Life is always in balance. What goes up must come down. What swings left, corrects itself by swinging right. Sunshine emerges after the rain, the moon circles the sun, spring follows summer, and the universe unfolds itself in one, beautiful, endless majestic dance....